I’m Getting’ Tired of the Same ol’ Same…

Posted Jan 19, 2011 by Freshhh in All Articles
Lately it has been feeling like every time I meet a new man, I go through the same cycle with them. It already seems like I only happen to be interested in one out of every ten men that tries to holla at me, and although I should probably feel lucky to build interest in that one, they usually fuck up somewhere along the line. Most recently I met a guy…he is physically attractive and my type, but what drew me to him was his approach; he definitely laid it on thick from the get-go…and I wasn’t complaining. Complimenting me sweetly and letting me know he loved my face because it made him comfortable led me to give him my number. Not thinking he would remember me, he did.

After a little keeping in touch, I came across him last night while out. Initially caught a couple of butterflies seeing him again… was wondering if he was going to be as sweet as he was when we had met a couple of weeks ago. Unfortunately, he wasn’t….surprise. A part of me kind of felt stupid to have gotten a little geeked when I saw him. Not that he was mean, because he wasn’t….but I felt different about the entire situation. Moving on, I did what I could to enjoy myself; kept minimal interaction with him and that was that…Definitely wasn’t trying to sweat him, that’s never a good look.

Towards the end of the night, I notice him taking a special interest in this waitress. Now, I am not the jealous type at all, but it did get me thinking…. I wonder if he’s telling her the same shit he told me. I could see her smiling as wide as I did when I first met him, and it made me feel like I was just one of the many females he ran this line on. How could someone so sweet act so differently now when I saw him? Are the sweet lines just a strategy to book a female? What’s the point of booking someone and then never acting on it? There are just so many questions to be asked but no one ever wants to answer them….truthfully. I can tell you that I am definitely disinterested at this point in time, and this has left me in the dust feeling apart of a never-ending cycle with these men. It’s pretty disheartening and being a part of this cycle doesn’t make me feel special at all.

I contribute a lot of the immaturity and games to the young age of these dudes, but at the end of the day, what’s really the fucking point?! On a mission to swoon every female you come in to contact with to boost your ego? What a fucking waste. Of course I am not mad… can’t be mad at the things that have become commonplace in life, but it sucks having to retire him before anything even started. Obviously I am not mad and won’t give him any attitude if I see him again, but something just rubbed me the wrong way last night and I can’t quite put my finger on it….

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